My Life
-Cody Musgrove

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About Me

This Is A Little About Me, My Family, And My Life. Past, Present, And Future.

I was born in Andalusia, Alabama. I was born on December 22,1998 around 3:00 in the afternoon. My Best Friend Is Tyler Myrick. We have known each other since the Third Grade at Straughn Elementary School. Our teacher was Mrs. Richards (Now Retired) and she was an older lady so as you can imagine she had bad hearing and eyesight so we got away with a lot of the things we did. To this day he is still my Best Friend.

It is in my plans to become a United States Marine and serve my country with pride. Do I know why that is my goal? No not exactly,but it really strikes my interest to be one and I plan on it. I have always wanted to be one, maybe it is because most if my Family served or because the fact I want to serve my country.
Frank just bought an Xbox One and I am so happy. It is awesome and I love it. The major down fall though is that everything is backwards and it is going to take some getting used to. There is a lot of detail in the game we just bought. The graphics are really good. I have already played on a Play Station 4 (PS4). Yes the graphics are great on it too, but my Frank is stubborn and believes the Xbox Series is the best. But yea I guess that is it.
So a girl who is madly in love with me just received the horrible news that we can't go out. Yes I think she is beautiful, but what can I do. I feel awful for the reason she was going to ask me to a dance and I had to reject her. Yes she cried and I feel like a jerk. Why is life so hard sometimes. Grr.
I just got a new phone. It is a HMD but who cares?? We also just got NFS Rivals for the Xbox One. It is awesome, and the graphics are great.

So my niece Maddison fell on the pier when she was fishing and busted her head open and had to get staples. She is only two years old and she handled it like a teenager. Maddison is really mature for her age.

I am sorry that  I haven't been on the website as much.....I am kinda forgetting it even exists. So all the stuff you missed will be in this little paragraph. Me and this girl are still together although things got a little complicated and we hit a bump in our little road...I have decided to take up bowling as a sport. I am okay but I suck compared to Tyler. He is really good. I have set my new high score as 108 and I am proud. I have had to create a new Xbox profile. It kinda sucks but I will get used to it.

I have begun going to church again and am hoping that I can stop all my bad habits and remain in the good ones that I do have.

Well my Aunt's phone is now disconnected so she took mine for a substitute......I am a little angry but she has got to have a phone and she is the one who gave it to me in the first place so I can't complain.

I don't know what to do any more.......life is so confusing. One of my best friends is not anymore because an ex-girlfriend of mine is harassing her and blaming the break-up on her. She is sending rude texts and messages.  

Sorry I haven't been on in a while, I have been really busy. If anyone even gets on this thing anymore. I moved to Red Level and I have a girlfriend she is really nice and she beats me up all the time. I feel abused. i am just kidding.
We broke up!! I am so sad about this, Not because she is mixed but because.......well its complicated and i feel like talking about.....

Well I guess she hates me!! I was going to ask her back out tomorrow but she doesn't want to hear anything I have to say!! I asked her to the dance, and now I guess we ain't going!! "I Hate that you hate me" - Unknown

Have you ever felt like no matter what you do it will always turn out bad?? Yea....well that is My Life. They say life gets better as you go.......well so far my out look from what I have been through is "Life sucks, then you Die" well that sounds about right......
I hate being the one to always get hurt in the relationship. Well like I always do i feel like we will go far with this relationship, somehow I feel like this one will be different......I was so scared to Date her because if we ever break up i feel like she will hate me........if that were to ever happen i will definitely move schools i will move back to PHS. I love her way to much to lose her. I have waited on her for over a year and a half and if something goes wrong i will absolutely flip. She is the "Apple To My Pie, the Straw to my Berry" She is Exceptional.
She done went and checked out on me today and left me here......I am almost sure that she has no idea how much I Love Her.....she always argues with me saying that don't Love her more but she doesn't know that she is on my mind all the time. I think that I am falling in Love again last time this happened, I was hurt so bad. but with her i feel like she will make sure that i don't get hurt again......

Feeling this way, is the equivalent of being punched in the gut every time you look over and see her beautiful face.

It takes your breathe away, and no matter how much you want you want it back, you cant have it.

I'm sure there is a name for it, but sometimes you don't know what to call it, except for Love.

You'll know it when you feel it, every morning that you wake, you'll wish it was beside her.

You'll feel like that every other little thing that is happening in the big old world, isn't happening.

it'll never cross your mind what it would be like with any other person.

you'll never think about her in ways like: "I wonder what the sex is like with her??"

Nothing matters except that she Loves you back............

I remember how Arizona said she wouldn't be jealous when me and Katie got together. But here lately she has been the most jealous person i have ever come across. She sits in her cubicle and reads my blogs about Katie and gets mad at me because I ain't with her. She is really making me mad. Its coming to the point that i don't even want to be around her. She said the other day that every time she looks at me, she flashes back to all the times we were alone......I do it to, but i moved on because i have wanted Katie for a long time and i am in Love with her. She acts like i didn't even care about her........well if she keeps acting the way she does maybe I won't.....
I just can't process how she made me fall so hard. I used to say I was in Love in every relationship and my brain would just think was Love and go along with it. But she came around educated my brain on what Love really was and how it felt. If you ever think about a Relationship, its scary because one of two things are going to happen........you and this person are going to get married or break up.......If it came to a choice I would choose marry of course because if i ever lost her, My world would crumble. i feel like she  really does care and feels the same way, but of course Marriage is far away along with children. Neither of those things should happen anytime soon. I have no intention of forcing her into anything she don't want.
So here the deal I feel Like crap because I aam noow thinking of what i did too Breanna and it kills me............I fall Apart literally. I feel like i ruuined her life because after me everything in er life fell apart and it s all because of me......why does life have to be so hard?? Why cant some thing be easy for me?? It starts great until you get to be about 14 and then t turns upside down and you fall apart everytime some girl walks in.......in some cases your that boy that walks in.... either way someone is heartbroken or Hurt in some way........
If you have been in a relationship where there was a special song that connected you better i guess you could say, well we had a song. And after what i did to her i can never listen to that song with a clean conscience, without having another part of my soul tear off and disentergrate........I couldn't tell you why i found myself attached to her but somehow she still finds her way in to  my mind and now this song makes my want to just cry, now with all the bullying and mistreatment she tryed to end it. she was in her room with a blade and a temping wrist, asking to be cut deeper than all the rest, deep enough to make the feelings go away. I feel like my heart has a blade up to it, ready to be sliced................
Well I guess she dont want to be with me, yesterday she changed her Kik name to "single" and then "Dont know anymore" I feel so betrayed........Whats the point anymore? All these girls just watn to see me fall too my knees and give up.......Should I let them win and do just that? I am a strong Man but sometimes we get hurt and we have no way to get rid of the pain.
"I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all"


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Well im single...........ad for some reason my thoughts keep wandering to the thoughts of my and Breanna and its been killling me recently. Do I miss her? The Answer is yes. but there are other people I miss too.

Everything is so different from the way it was at the middle school. It actually pretty cool up here in the High School. I just got my iPhone And i Love it. I miss my friends From Red Level. And especially from Pleasant Home But I'm here now. I Miss my seven period schedule and My 4th and 7th Periods especially My favorite two of the day. School seems to go by faster now that i only have four classes. But I guess Stuff happens.......

I made a new friend. She is in Eleventh Grade. It is so interesting, the things she talks about, She told me I was Cute and i think about that alot. If i was just a little older.......But ruining this friendship would be so dumb. She is really cool. She is gorgeous. She is so different from me and i like to hear what she has to say anyway usually i just turn away and ignore them.........I hope we get to be more alike. And we become better just as friends i guess. This could be another good think=g in my not-so-good life i just happen to have.